How I Loved You

Title: How I loved you
Author: Darly
E-mail: [email protected]
Disclaimer:The Buffy chracters belong to Joss and song belongs to the Cranberries
Feedback: Would be nice ;)
Distribution:anyone can have it just tell me where it goes
Notes: um.....yet another song fic
* * thoughts
( ) song lyrics
Cranberries -- Linger From the Album -- Everybody Else Is Doing It, So Why Can't We?
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If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn,don't let it fade
I'm sure I'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything
I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you

*I should have known, but no I trusted after being hurt so many times,
I
trusted. My heart is shattered beyond repair. Never again will this
happen to
me, cause from now on I will be the cause of breaking hearts.*

So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

*It was all a game to you. You played with my emotions and it felt so
true
but in reality you never really loved me. I was just convinient, kept
you
from being lonely more as a comodity than as a friend or someone you
loved.

But I m in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger

*I loved you with all my heart and soul. All that's left is hate and
hurt. We
could've been happy, but you chose her....of all people, the loony
vampiress.
Never will you live to be with her, she will hurt much like I am right
now.*

Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to let it linger
Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong, but I was wrong

*You were everything to me, but you threw me away for her. Here I stand
in
the shadows remembering what once was. This is what I have left,
memories of
what we shared. Nothing will ever be the same it's time for you to feel
my
pain.*

If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you

*You lied to me, told me you loved *me* not her. I gave up my life and
friends for you and what did you gave me, a broken heart.

No explanations, no good-bye, you just left me in NY. I followed you, I
loved
you, halfway across the world to Paris to find you with her. All I want
is
you but not anymore!
I am through being a commodity, feeling is just half of my revenge.
Dru is
going to die by my hand, you are going to feel pain ten fold for what I
felt.
Revenge is sweet and I'll savor this for all eternity*
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Title: You Never Knew
Author: Darly
E-mail: [email protected]
Disclaimer: Characters belong to Joss
Feedback: Is nice always wanted
Distribution: Anyone can have it just tell me where it goes
Notes: Sequel to How I loved you takes place a few months later
* * thoughts

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* It's time..........time for my revenge. Spike is away and I am sure
Dru
wants to play,* Willow thought to herself as she walked through the
Paris
streets. She came upon a man and made a quick dinner of him then headed
back
to the Mansion.

"James," Willow snarled as she opened the door to the Mansion

"Yes, Mistress," came the reply.

"It's time..........get everyone ready.......and anyone who isn't
needed send
back to London to join the main group, tell them we will be right
behind
them."

"Yes Mistress, it will be done," and with that Willow's second in
command
scurried off to carry out his orders.

*I love it when things go well and tonight revenge is mine.......it is
time
for Spike to feel my pain.*

"Mistress, it is done, everything is ready,"the vampire told Willow as
he
motioned towards the garage.

"Very well.....lets go"Willow said as she joined the group in the
garage they
all piled into cars and left for Spikes Lair in the heart of Pairis.

"Everyone know what to do," Willow asked through the headsets.

"Yes Mistress," came the simultaneous reply

"Allright, we are here," Willow stated as she got out of the car

*Time for the show to begin.*

"Derick, Mindy, Jouque, Ryan, Steph and Steven head inside and keep the

minions busy and you will be remembered for your loyalty."

"Yes Mistress," was again the response as they headed inside Spike's
Mansion
to keep the his minions from leaving.

"The rest of you know what to do," Willow said as she watched the rest
of the
group pour gasoline over everything. All sides of Spike's mansion were
drenched in gasoline.

"Here are the matches Mistress," James stated as he handed her the box
of
matches.

"Good," Willow answered as she lit the match and watched it flare,
then
flicked it at the entrance of the house. The fire immediately caught,
it
spread faster than the plagues did. The Mansion was engulfed by a
blazing
inferno, screams and shrieks of vampires within were heard on the
outside.
Willow stared at the blazing inferno, mesmerized by its beauty, until
she
felt the familiar tingle that Spike gave off.

Everyone piled back into the cars and headed towards the plane that
would
take them home to London.
"Let's go...and Rick stay....tell Spike that the master in London did
this,"
Willow ordered "It is done."

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