I Did A Stupid Thing

By Nightbird

Title: I did a stupid thing.
Author: Nightbird  (Night Time Spike)
Distribution: SHL, GFA, FoF, Fire & Ice, Anyone with my fanfic otherwise
ask.
Disclaimer: Joss owns Buffy, Nickel own the lyrics - deal with it.
Couple: No set one, it's who ever you think it is.
Spoilers: Depends on the couple you think it is, 3rd or 4th or alt reality.
Notes: This just a little short fic to hopefully get me inspired on Kitty
Cat.
Feedback: I'd hate to scratch your furniture for it.
Dedicated: Stryx, Soul', Gunbunny & my evil twin Megan.
Inell - Going cold turkey sucks!
Elka - Hugs sweetie!!!
** = Lyrics

** I did a stupid thing last night
I called you
A moment of weakness
No, not a moment
More like three months of weakness **

I picked up the phone and I called you, your voice echoed down the phone
lines and I could feel my heart flutter.

** I'm one step away from crashing to my knees
One step away from spilling my guts to you **

I'm one step away from turning round and coming back to you, leaving the
little life I've set up here. My fingers itch to grab my keys and hit the
road, my body aches for you and my heart cries out for you.

** I did a stupid thing last night
I called you
I'm doing all right
No, don't feel sorry for me
Really I'm all right **

Life's good, it's been hard not seeing your face when I wake up in the
morning, not waking up to your warmth wrapped around me. I had to leave. You
understand that. Don't you? What could have happened if I hadn't is more
than I could bear.

** I'm one step away from crashing to my knees
One step away from spilling my guts to you **

I can feel it, it's always hovering in my head. A little voice saying, go
on, go back, see her face light up, spend the rest of your life with her.

** You see, there's this huge chunk of me missing
It's gone, and I can't feel it
I can't feel it, I can't feel it **

When I left I lost something, the pain was unbearable. I just wanted to turn
around and go back to you. But the thoughts of what I could do to you if I'd
stay forced me on.

** I did a stupid thing last night
I called you
It's the last time
And maybe tomorrow night will be the last time **

I never said anything, just listened to you say hello? Who is it? You hung
up after while but I am just content to hold the phone to my ear and think
about you and the times we had.

** I'm one step away from crashing to my knees
One step away from crashing to my knees
One step away from spilling my guts to you
One step away from spilling my guts to you
One step away from crashing to my knees
One step away from crashing to my knees
One step away from spilling my guts to you
One step away from spilling my guts to you **

I'm so close to coming back to you, I have my bag packed and I'm coming
home. This time to stay. I love you more then anything.

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