HARD TO RESIST (1/?)
 

"You want me to what?" Amy Madison asked Xander, her eyes wide with
shock.
 

"You're Sabrina the Teenage Witch. I want Cordelia back. If you don't do
it, you won't like the consequences" Xander warned.
 

Amy rolled her eyes. She really hated this jerk. She only put up with
him because of Willow. Her eyes caught her old friend's sad face walking
down the hall. She knew that Willow had dated some rocker but nothing
had happened. She was probably still hung up on this jerk. Amy suddenly
smiled. She knew what she could do. Willow would kill her, but, in the
end, she'd be happy.
 

"Ok, Harris. I'll do your love spell. Meet me after school in the
chemistry room."
 

"Chemistry?" Xander blanched. "Bad experience."
 

"It's the only room that will be free. Do you want to do this or not?"
 

"Fine. I'll be there."
 

Amy watched him go, smiling. She knew just which spell to do. It would
only last forty eight hours before wearing off. It would make every man
fall for the shy red head...every man except the man that truly desired
her more than any other. Willow would be able to find her true soulmate.
Not some stupid twerp who was dumb enough to get involved with the
bitchiest girl in school.
 

Willow would love her for this. She would be able to repay some of the
kindnesses that the girl had given her throughout the years. Amy nodded.
By tonight, Willow would have so many men she wouldn't know what to do.
She went searching for Willow. She needed something personal from her
friend.
 
 

HARD TO RESIST (2/?)
 

"What the hell is happening?" Buffy asked no one in particular. Willow
looked at her, her eyes begging for help.
 

"Yo, get out of the way" She yelled, trying to clear a path for her
friend. Willow made it through and sat down.
 

"What is going on?" Willow asked, her voice shaking.
 

"I don't know."
 

"Those guys wouldn't leave me alone." she leaned forward "one of them
grabbed my ass" she whispered.
 

"Good grief." Buffy cursed. She saw about two dozen men watching her
redheaded friend. "It has to be something Hellmouthy. We need to see
Giles. He'll know what's going on."
 

"Willow" the words were spoken in wonder.
 

Willow turned and saw Xander looking at her, his eyes amazed. "Xander."
 

"You're beautiful. A goddess. Why was I so blind?"
 

Willow looked at Buffy. "Help."
 

"Xander, sit." Buffy said. Xander sat, his eyes on Willow's face.
 

"What game are you playing?"
 

"No game" the boy said. "I can't believe I never saw it. I even wanted
Cordelia back today. How stupid can I be? I'm so glad that spell didn't
work."
 

"Spell?" Willow asked, her eyes looking wearily at Buffy.
 

"Amy was going to do a love spell for me, under protest. It didn't work.
Cordelia still won't talk to me. But, I want you now."
 

"Love spell." Buffy said, sighing.
 

"No...Amy wouldn't do that to me" Willow said. "She's my friend."
 

"Will, every man in here is eyeing you like you're a piece of meat. We
need to find that little witch and see what she did. I'm going to kill
Xander for this...."
 

"I'm ready to leave. I don't like all these people looking at me."
Willow stood and walked out behind Buffy.
 

A soft chuckle sounded from the bar. Angelus watched Red leave the club
with the slayer. He saw the men looking at her and had an impulse to rip
their eyes out. None of them had seen what he had seen...her fire....her
innocence. She was his...or would be after he killed the others. That
was always his plan. Had been since he had returned. He didn't like the
idea of these men looking at his Willow that way. He wondered what the
hell was going on. He got up and decided to follow them. He wanted some
answers.
 

HARD TO RESIST (3/?)
 

"Can't breathe" Amy choked out.
 

Buffy relaxed her grip on the girl's throat. "What did you do?"
 

"I wanted to make Willow happy." She looked at Willow who was staring at
her. "It is just a little spell. It will be over in two days. It makes
her irresistible to all men except for the one who truly desires her
more than any other."
 

"So, there is some guy out there who really wants her, but, because of
the spell, he will be unaffected?"
 

"Right. Then she'll know who her true love is."
 

"But until then, for two days, she has to avoid all other men."
 

"Well, when you put it that way, it does seem rather odd." Amy trailed
off. "I just wanted to help."
 

Willow smiled softly. "It's ok. I'll just stay home for two days."
 

"You can't! You have to find out which man that you know is unaffected.
If you stay in, it will all be for nothing." Amy whined.
 

"Amy, you didn't see the way they are looking at her. I don't want her
hurt." Buffy said, removing her hand from the girl's throat. She knew
now that the witch was trying to help Willow.
 

"Good lord. I never meant for this to get out of control."
 

"Maybe Giles will know a way to end it immediately. That way, she won't
have to miss school."
 

"He might. We can check" Willow said.
 

Buffy looked at her. "Not you. If what she says is true, he will be
under the spell too. Can you imagine facing him after he has lusted over
you?"
 

Willow felt her face blushing. "Point taken. I'll head home."
 

"Good idea. I'll call you if I hear anything good. You want me to stay
with you tomorrow?"
 

"No. I'll be fine. I'll lock the doors and turn the machine on. If I
don't hear from you, I'll see you in two days."
 

"Want me to walk you home?" Buffy asked.
 

"Go try to get this fixed. I'll be fine. It's only over on the next
block."
 

"Ok. Be careful."
 

"Always" Willow said smiling. She looked at Amy. "Don't feel bad. I
appreciate the thought....just don't try to help me again."
 

"Ok" Amy said smiling. "I'll fix it."
 

Willow left the girls, hurrying down the sidewalk. She heard a noise
behind her and turned. There were six vampires looking at her, smiling.
 

"Shouldn't be out at night alone pretty." One said.
 

"Good grief. Even the undead were affected." Willow cursed. She turned
and started to run.
 

She suddenly felt arms go around her. She looked up in familiar brown
eyes.
 

"What the hell did you do to them?" he asked, his eyes on his minions.
 

"What? You mean....you aren't under it?"
 

"Under what? I thought you were the smart one. Why don't you try full
sentences" he asked.
 

Remembering Amy's words, Willow felt a tremble go through her. There was
no way. It had to be wrong.....Angelus wanted her?

HARD TO RESIST (4/?)
 

"Damn it" Angelus cursed.
 

"What?" Willow asked, her eyes wide.
 

"They aren't stopping. They see me with you. What the hell is going on?
No, don't tell me yet. We need to get you away from you."
 

Willow gasped as he began pulling her down the sidewalk. She started
running faster trying to keep up with them.
 

"Where are we going?" she asked.
 

"Mansion. None of them would dare come after you there."
 

Willow almost stopped. She couldn't got with him to the mansion. He had
tried to kill her...to kill them all. She heard footsteps behind them
and remembered the six vampires following. Mansion was good. Very good.
 

*****************************

"You did what? You silly girl" Giles sat down and rubbed his forehead.
"Which spell?"
 

Amy sat down and told him which one she had used.
 

"Good lord. That provokes strong lust in every man that sees her. Once
they have seen her, they stay enchanted until it has run its course. I'm
very thankful you let her go home."
 

"I thought it just meant that they would flirt with her" Amy said, her
voice trailing off.
 

"It means that they will do whatever it takes to have her, when she is
in their sight. They will still feel the attraction once she leaves, but
it won't be as strong. She went straight home?"
 

"Yes. Not even a half a block."
 

"Thank god. She needs to stay there until this damn thing wears off. I
can't believe you stupid children....magic is not something to be played
with."
 

"Sorry" Amy said, looking guilty.
 

"Lighten up" Buffy said.
 

"Lighten up? What if Angelus or Spike had been in the Bronze tonight?
They would have taken her and raped her until the spell had worn off.
Two days. By that time, she would have been turned. Don't tell me to
lighten up."
 

"Vampires would be affected?" Buffy said.
 

"Yes. Now you see why I won't lighten up? This spell could have killed
her."
 

"They weren't there" Buffy said. "I didn't feel them. We're fine. Willow
is home for the next two days. She promised she wouldn't open her door
for anyone. Not even me."
 

"Good. You girls run along home. You have school tomorrow."
 

Buffy and Amy said goodbye and left the library. Giles went to his desk
and poured himself a drink. He needed one.

HARD TO RESIST (5/?)
 

Angelus shoved Willow inside the door then slammed it shut.
 

"What the hell is going on?" He roared at her.
 

She gulped faced with his anger. "Amy did a spell to help me that I
didn't know about and she made all these men lust after me except for
one who is supposed to be my true love but that isn't true because
you're the only person not under the spell and you couldn't possibly
have some secret desire for me because I'm just Willow and everyone
knows that you loved Buffy not me so I don't know what she did wrong but
something happened and now all these men won't leave me alone and it is
going to last two whole days and Xander even flirted with me which I've
always wanted but when it happened I realized that I didn't want it
because I never really loved him but he was even affected and Buffy
wouldn't let me go to the library because she thought Giles might be
enchanted too so now I'm stuck here with you and you'll probably just
kill me anyway because you want to get back at Buffy for some stupid
reason because personally if I were you I'd be glad that she and Angel
had sex because it brought you back from your little cage and I'd think
that you'd want to thank her instead of killing her but then I'm not a
vampire and I sort of babble when I get very nervous which I am right
now and...."
 

Angelus tried to process everything that she had said. His laughter rung
out in the foyer. "You know what is really pathetic?"
 

"What?" Willow asked.
 

"I actually understood every thing that you just said. A spell?"
 

She nodded, her eyes wide with fear.
 

He sighed. "Go to my room. It will be the only safe place for you. I
don't plan on killing you Willow."
 

"Really?"
 

He smiled. "You amuse me. Now, go. I'll lock the doors down here."
 

"Which room is yours?"
 

"Top of the stairs, turn left. All the way down the hall."
 

She nodded and ran up the stairs. He watched her go and smiled. A spell?
He finally had her where he wanted. Whistling, he went to make sure the
back door was locked.
 

Willow turned left and headed to the last room. She heard something
behind her and turned. She froze.
 

"Hello pet. Going somewhere?"

HARD TO RESIST (6/?)
 

"Spike" Willow whispered.
 

"What's the slayer's little pet doing wandering around the mansion?"
 

"Hiding" she said softly.
 

He rolled his chair towards her. She backed up until she felt the wall
behind her.
 

"From what pet?"
 

She saw his eyes wander over her body. She closed her eyes and sighed.
"Good grief. Not you too."
 

He moved his chair closer, trapping her. He ran his hand over her bare
leg, up underneath her skirt. She shrieked at the contact of his cold
flesh on hers. Why did she choose that day to wear a short skirt?
 

"Me too what pet?" he asked, his bright blue eyes on her face.
 

"This stupid spell. Every damn thing with a penis has a hard on for me"
she complained.
 

She was surprised to hear him laugh softly. "Never thought I'd hear
those words out of your mouth pet."
 

"I am not your pet."
 

"You could be" he offered, running his fingers over her panties.
 

She caught her breath as she felt a tingling between her legs. What was
he doing to her?
 

"Uh uh..." she moaned as he ran them along the edge of the elastic.
 

"Could be fun..." he said, his voice full of promise.
 

"Angelus..." she said as he made contact with her wetness.
 

"That poof? He doesn't know how to treat a lady. I do luv. Would you
like me to show you?"
 

Her head fell back hitting the wall as he slid a finger inside her. No
one, not ever herself, had ever touched there. She cried out softly as
he made her feel things she never imagined.
 

"He wasn't affected....wants me..." she said around moans.
 

"I wasn't affected either pet. Explain that."
 

"Were too....Oh yes...you lust..."
 

"Have since Halloween luv. That skirt was killer. The attitude. Never
saw that fire again.....until now" he said softly, sinking another
finger into her.
 

She opened her eyes and looked into his. "What?"
 

"Is true. Not very proud of it. Not used to lusting after
humans...especially the slayer's best friend...."
 

Willow arched out from the wall, needing more. "Doesn't make sense. Amy
said one."
 

"Want to cum luv?"
 

"Please." she moaned.
 

Spike smiled as he began to massage her clit. She whimpered as he
speeded up. He watched her face as she had her first orgasm. She fell
against the wall, trembling. She watched as he removed his hand. She saw
him bring his hand to his mouth. His tongue licking them clean.
 

"So sweet...so hot" he said, his eyes burning into hers. "Angelus is
coming. Get into his room. If he really does care, he'll be gentle."
 

"Huh?" Willow said, confused.
 

"I can't challenge him pet." he motioned to his chair. "Not that
strong.....yet. I hate to think that he'll get you first, but I did
bring you your first orgasm. That will be our little secret."
 

"Ok." Willow said softly.
 

"Kiss me." he demanded.
 

Willow leaned forward and kissed him. She felt his hands run over her
body as the kiss deepened. She was on fire. He pushed her away, his eyes
filled with lust.
 

"Go. Don't let him catch you." he turned and wheeled down the hall. She
watched him enter a room at the end of the hall. She turned and walked
into Angelus's room, wondering what the hell had just happened.

HARD TO RESIST (7/?)
 

Willow looked at Angelus's room with interest. Spike had said he was
coming but he wasn't there yet. She saw the dark colors that covered his
room. Greens, blues and reds. She had imagined black. She ran her hand
over the comforter. Why did he have a comforter if he was always cold?
 

She saw books laying on the bookcase. She read the titles, surprised to
see several that she had. There was poetry, fiction, a few books on
magic and several history books. She moved to the dresser. She wasn't
surprised to see that he didn't have a mirror. Guess he didn't need it.
She wondered if he shaved. Must not. She saw a sketch and froze. It was
her. She was reading a book, half of her face showing. She reached out
and touched it, wanting to know if it was real.
 

She moved it and saw more. There was a stack of sketches. All of her.
Eating, dancing, smiling, reading. He must have been watching her for
weeks. She felt a shiver of apprehension go through her. She wasn't sure
if she should be scared or happy. She laughed wryly. Who was she
kidding? She'd just allowed Spike to finger her in the fucking hallway.
She didn't have any room to be irritated that Angelus had been watching
her.
 

She heard the door open.
 

"Everything is locked" Angelus said, shutting his door. He locked the
latch. Suddenly, he stopped. He smelled her arousal from the door. "What
the hell did you do?"
 

Willow turned and looked at him. "What?"
 

He stalked towards her, his eyes burning with intensity. "I smelled you
in the hallway. It is worse in here. You're wet. I can smell it. Why?"
 

Willow felt her eyes grow big. "You can smell it?"
 

He moved his hand to her face, gripping her hair and pulling her head
back. His eyes looked into hers. "Why?"
 

"I was waiting for you" she whispered. It was a small lie, but it was
partially true. Since he had come into the room, that tingle had come
back.
 

Angelus smiled wickedly as his thumb outlined her lips.

HARD TO RESIST (8/?)
 

Angelus parted Willow's lips with his thumb. He ran his nail along her
teeth, watching the desire come into her eyes. She opened her mouth
slightly, allowing her tongue to touch the tip of his thumb. She ran her
tongue along his thumb, swirling it around the cool surface. She saw his
eyes stare intensely into hers.
 

Angel growled softly when her teeth scraped his thumb. He saw the
pleasure in her eyes. He moved his thumb from her wet, warm mouth and
ran it over her face. He leaned down and caught her open lips with his.
His tongue entering her, claiming her mouth. His hands went behind her,
pulling her into his hard body. He heard her gasp as she felt his
erection against her stomach. He moved slightly, bringing her closer.
 

Willow was dying. Dying or dreaming. She didn't know which. If she was
dreaming, she never wanted to waken. If she were dying, she hoped that
this was heaven. He was heaven. She moved her hands up to his head,
bringing his mouth closer. She enjoyed the silky touch of his hair,
lightly caressing his scalp as the kiss deepened
 

He caught her in his arms and moved her to the bed. They fell together,
their mouths still joined. He ran his hands over her body, marvelling at
having his fantasy in his bed. He had dreamed of this night since he had
first seen her, even before that damn slayer had stolen his stupid
soul's heart. The red head had always been his. Now, she would be.
 

Willow moved her hands to his hard chest. She ran them over the silk
shirt that clung to his muscles. She felt the cool flesh under the
shirt. She ran her feet over the tight black leather. Since Angelus had
come back, Angel's wardrobe had improved drastically. She loved his
leather. She would never admit it to the others, but she liked Angelus
better than Angel. Well, except for the whole revenge 'I'm going to kill
you all' thing. He was so sexy when he smiled. His attitude and self
confidence drew her like a moth to a flame. She felt him rub against her
and groaned. She couldn't believe she was about to have sex with the man
that had almost killed her. She felt his hard erection against her.
Well, he didn't kill her. She could forgive him.
 

HARD TO RESIST (9/?)
 

"Did you find anything?"
 

"No. She will remain lust worthy except by the one pure of heart with
his desire. There isn't a way to reverse it. Giles was right."
 

"Damn." Buffy sighed and ran her hands through her blond hair. "Poor
Willow. I bet she's dying."
 

"I never meant for this to happen" Amy said softly.
 

"I know. Willow is just one of those great people you really want to
help. I understand."
 

"She is great isn't she?"
 

"The first female friend I've ever heard. The best. She'd do anything
for her friends."
 

"I feel so bad. Let me recheck it and make sure I didn't miss anything."
 

Buffy flipped the TV on and Amy re-read the spell. She heard a soft
curse from the girl.
 

"What?"
 

"I think I messed this translation up. Damn it. Let me recheck it. My
Latin sucks"
 

Buffy turned back to the talk show. She chuckled as Don brought out his
lover, his wife's little brother. Just when she thought the Hellmouth
was bad, she realized that there was weirdness everywhere.
 

"Fuck me" Amy said loudly.
 

"Sorry. Bad experiences. Besides, you're not my type" Buffy said
smiling. Seeing the look on the girl's face, her smile died. "What?"
 

"I...this spell...thank god Willow is home, alone."
 

"What is it?"
 

"I added this to the original spell. The part about her true love. It
seems that when it is translated well..."
 

"Amy!"
 

"If she had orgasmed for the soulmate, she'd find herself bound to them
forever."
 

"What?"
 

Amy nodded. "Instant immortality at time of orgasm. But only with the
man unaffected. Both of them. Bam. Together, forever. I didn't realize
how serious the soulmate thing was...."
 

"Good lord. I don't think we should mention that to Giles. He'd kill
you. Then kill me for allowing Willow near you."
 

"Thanks." Amy said. "I know what you meant. Don't worry. It can't happen
if she is home alone. I don't think we should mention it to her either."
 

"Good idea" Buffy said nodding her head in agreement.
 

Both girls watched Don's wife beat her baby brother over the head with a
chair.

HARD TO RESIST (10/?)
 

"Please" Willow begged.
 

"Please what?"
 

"Make me cum" she whispered.
 

Angelus ran his hands over her breasts. He leaned down, taking the top
button in his mouth. He bit it off, rolling it around on his tongue. He
spit it out beside the bed. He saw Willow watching with wide eyes.
 

He proceed to remove each button the same way. The room was silent,
except for Willow's heavy breathing and the ping each button made as it
landed on the floor. When he had them all removed, he spread her shirt
open. His eyes scorched a path over her bare skin. He pulled the shirt
off and threw it beside the buttons.
 

He moved his mouth over her silk clad breast. Her nipples strained
against the material confining them. He lathered one through the
material, nipping at it with his teeth. He heard her moan at the
coolness of his mouth. He unfastened the bra and removed it, his eyes
taking in her bare breasts.
 

Her skin was so pale. As white as one of Dru's china dolls. So
beautiful. The only color a scattering of freckles and the pink of her
nipples. He moved his mouth to her breasts again. He lathered each
nipple with his mouth. His hands completely cupping her small breasts.
They were a perfect fit for his hands. She arched up as he sucked her
into his mouth.
 

His touch was exciting. So cold, yet he made her so hot. She felt his
hands travel down her stomach. She was soaked. Her juices from her
encounter with Spike had completely wet her panties. Angelus's efforts
had made them soaked. She felt his fingers move over the damp material.
Fleeting touches never staying in one place. She moaned low in her
throat. She needed him so badly.
 

HARD TO RESIST (11/?)
 

Angelus smiled as Willow moved on the bed. She was so passionate. Just
as he had imagined her to be. He ran his finger lightly over her
panties, surprised to find them soaking. He smelled her arousal again.
Something had happened when he was downstairs. He didn't know what, but
she was hiding something from him. He heard her moan. It could wait.
 

"Does Willow want me to make her cum?" he asked smiling as he ran his
finger along the waistband of her panties.
 

"Yes" she hissed.
 

"What do nice girls say?"
 

"Please Angelus....Please."
 

He ripped her panties off, tossing them on the floor. "Good girl" he
said smoothly as he leaned over, taking her nub in his mouth.
 

Willow felt his cold tongue on her and yelped. She felt his big hand
move to her stomach, pushing her back down into the mattress. She
distantly heard whimpers and realized that they were coming from her.
She began to beg him even more. She was so close.
 

Angelus covered his face with her juices. It had been so long since he
had someone so warm. Soul boy had bagged the slayer, but she had been
nothing like his Willow. The girl was on fire. He felt her hands in his
hair, pushing him against her. He slid a finger into her, enjoying the
moan she made. He added another and began to thrust them into her. He
continued to suck on her clit, teasing it with his tongue.
 

It was too much for Willow. To see Angelus where Spike had been not an
hour before. She came loudly, bucking up against his face. She tried to
catch her breath, but he didn't allow it. He moved up her body, claiming
her mouth. She tasted herself on his tongue. It was odd, but exciting.
She felt him rub his hard cock against her. Her hands moved to his back,
clenching tightly against his shoulder blades.
 

Angelus could see the slight fear in her eyes as he moved against her.
He leaned down and bit into her breast, drawing her attention away from
what he was about to do. He entered her smoothly, pushing past her
barrier. His mouth caught her cry of pain. He waited a moment, enjoying
the tightness, allowing her to grow accustomed to him. He started to
move. The tears of pain that fell from her eyes, he quickly licked away.
He felt his game face slide on. Saw the panic in her eyes.
 

"I will never hurt you Willow" he said softly, moving a bit faster.
 

Willow moved her hand to run along his face. She felt the ridges in his
forehead. She began to move up to meet his thrusts. She was so close.
She felt him speed up again. Going so deep. She threw her head back when
his thumb found her clit. She came again, clenching him tightly. He
groaned as he spilled his seed.
 

Willow pushed her hair out of her face, wiping the sweat from her brow.
 

"Thank you" she said softly.
 

Angelus looked at her. "How long does that spell last?"
 

"Two days"
 

He smiled. "You won't be leaving until then. I am not about to trust
these men around my girl"
 

Willow smiled when he called her his girl. Her mind went down the hall
to Spike. He said he wanted her too. The spell hadn't worked on him.
Could she possible have two men, two evil vampires, that both wanted
her? If so, what on Earth was she going to do?

HARD TO RESIST (12/?)
 

Willow looked in the mirror and sighed. The spell was over. She was back
in her bedroom, having left the mansion at dawn. The last two days had
been so confusing. As soon as Angelus had left, Spike had been there. He
had eaten her out so well that she could barely walk. He had even taught
her the art of deep throating. She still blushed over that experience.
 

She should have felt guilt or remorse, but she didn't. She felt lost now
that she alone. Angelus had no idea about Spike. She had refused to
swallow thinking Angelus would smell the other vampire on her. Spike was
walking. He had told her that secret. He was still very weak though and
had no desire to challenge Angelus. He was happy having a bit of her,
for then. She wondered how she could keep this juggling act up.
 

She suddenly realized that she was a whore. She had two men. She needed
them both. Even now, she felt drawn back to the mansion. Angelus had
introduced her to his family with the warning that she was protected.
That had been awkward, made more so by Dru's temper tantrum.
Surprisingly, after that initial meeting, the family had treated her
with respect. Even Dru had come around, inviting her to a tea party. She
had accepted Willow's position in her Daddy's heart.
 

Angelus and Spike. The time would come that she would have to choose.
Could she? She felt a pain shoot through her at the idea of being
without either of them. She so wanted to feel Spike inside her. That had
been her only regret of the last two days. The loss of that feeling.
Even now, she dreamed of having them both beside her. Yes, she was a
whore. She was their whore.
 

Sighing, she finished getting ready for school. There would be questions
to answer....lies to say.
 

******************************
 

"Miss her Peaches?" Spike asked, rolling into the living room.
 

"Go away Roller boy" Angelus said, scowling at Spike. He didn't know why
he was at such a loss. It was as if part of him had left with Willow. No
one had ever made him feel that loss before.
 

"I miss her too" Spike said softly, looking at the fire in the
fireplace.
 

"What?" Angelus asked, turning toward his childe. He saw in his childe's
eyes, what was in his mind. The love, the loss, the confusion. "You and
Willow?"
 

Spike sighed. "Yes. It wasn't the spell. I wanted the little girl since
I came her. Probably longer than you have."
 

"I should kill you" Angelus said, his eyes dark with violence.
 

"Go ahead. I couldn't keep it to myself." Spike said.
 

"I can't." Angelus sat down, staring at his childe. "You're still my
favorite. She's mine."
 

"I know."
 

"You didn't fuck her..."
 

Spike shook his head. "Not that way. She didn't want to upset you."
 

Angelus suddenly laughed, "She snuck around behind my back to have you
go down on her?"
 

"Looks that way mate."
 

"That's my girl." he said laughing. "I still should kill you."
 

Spike rolled his eyes. "Then what would you do? The little minx is
insatiable. She'd drive you to exhaustion in a week. You need me Daddy.
Besides, I think I could care for her."
 

"I wouldn't get exhausted..." Angelus protested. Seeing Spike's stare he
sighed, "Fine. I'll accept it....for now. You hurt her, and you die."
 

"Yes dad." Spike said. "Why can't you kill me?"
 

"I don't know" Angelus frowned. "I tried, but nothing would cooperate.
I'll have to talk to Willow about this...."
 

"She be here tonight?"
 

"Yes. After school, as soon as she can get away from the damn slayer
bunch."
 

"Good. Better get upstairs and rest up. Need my energy tonight" Spike
said, smiling softly.
 

"What the hell did I get myself into?" Angelus asked the empty room.

HARD TO RESIST (13/?)
 

"So, how did you spend your vacation from school?"
 

Willow tried to keep herself from blushing as images of Spike and
Angelus filled her mind. "Nothing much. Stayed in bed mostly." Good, she
hadn't really lied.
 

"Good. No men then?" Buffy asked as they walked into the library.
 

"Not a single living soul" Willow said smiling at Giles. "I hope you
scolded Amy plenty good."
 

Giles smiled. "I don't think she will be playing with things she isn't
sure about anymore. Buffy, how was patrol?"
 

"Quiet. Just a few random vamps. Didn't see Angelus at all."
 

"Good. Well, not good. Angelus being quiet means that he is either
planning something or he has lost interest."
 

"Losing interest is good right?" Xander asked, avoiding looking at
Willow.
 

"Yes, but somehow I doubt it will happen" Giles said sighing.
 

Willow looked at Xander. "It was a stupid idea you had. I think the
embarrassment you are suffering for your behavior makes up for it. So,
look at me!"
 

Xander looked at Willow and smiled hesitantly. "I never meant to involve
you. I'm glad you weren't hurt."
 

"I wasn't. Hey, I got out of this place for a few days. Could have been
worse."
 

Buffy laughed. "Write it down peeps. Willow just admitted to enjoy being
away from school. The world is ending."
 

Willow stuck her tongue out at her friend just as Amy came into the
library.
 

"Willow. I am so sorry"
 

Willow rolled her eyes. "It's fine. Over with. Forget about it. Just
never involve me again, ok?"
 

"Yes. So, do you all need some help?"
 

"Sit down Miss Madison" Giles said, knowing the girl was still feeling
guilty, and rightly so. "We have heard of a demon that is coming to
attempt to open the Hellmouth. Research folks."
 

Willow sighed in gratitude as she reached for a book. She hadn't had to
lie. She felt good. It was going to be all right.

HARD TO RESIST (14/?)
 

Willow woke up finding Angelus sitting beside her on the bed. She yawned
and stretched. Suddenly, she froze. Her wrists were joined above her
head and fastened to the post.
 

"What is going on?" she asked, fear in her eyes.
 

"Do you trust me?" he asked softly.
 

"Of course" she replied honestly.
 

"Someone has been a naughty girl." he smiled smugly, running his hands
over her body.
 

"Spike" she whispered seeing the blond standing by the bed.
 

"Hello luv. Miss me?"
 

Willow felt complete. She looked at them both. The wicked look in their
eyes made her wet. "I thought you two hated each other...."
 

"We did. Still do in a lot of ways" Angelus said, "But we found
something in common."
 

Willow felt him slap her leg. "When were you going to tell me that you
were fucking my childe?"
 

"I don't know. I couldn't help it." she said softly. Spike's eyes roamed
her nude body. She noticed his hard cock and heard herself moan.
 

Angelus laughed. "Even now, you don't care about being punished. You
just want this don't you?" he grabbed Spike roughly, his hands rubbing
the blond's length. "What would you do to feel him inside you Red?"
 

"Anything" she said, her eyes not leaving the pale cock.
 

Angelus moved up to her face. He kissed her deeply, biting her lip.
"Don't be rash. Anything is wide open. Show me what he taught you."
 

Willow looked into his dark eyes and opened her mouth. She ran her
tongue over the head of his cock, savoring the taste. She felt movement
at the end of the bed. She gasped as Spike entered her. He filled her
just as Angelus did. She felt as though he were going to split her open.
She felt him begin to move. Angelus moved deeper into her mouth.
 

She relaxed her throat and let him enter her mouth deeper. He was so
thick...she almost choked. He began to move slowly, keeping in time with
Spike's thrusts. She was in heaven. She had both of them with her. It
was as it should be. She felt a hand roughly knead her breast as a mouth
claimed the other. Spike scattered small bites over her chest. She felt
Angelus speed up, flooding her mouth with his release. He pulled free,
moving his hand down to rub her clit as Spike sped up. He leaned over
and kissed his childe, their tongues battling for dominance. Willow
screamed as her orgasm hit her. The feeling of Spike...seeing them both
kiss...it was so erotic. She felt him stiffen as he spilled himself.
 

Angelus released her hands, rubbing her red wrists. "Does it hurt?"
 

"So good" she said, smiling at him, his cum on her chin.
 

He leaned down and kissed it off. Spike moved up the bed, laying his
head on her midriff.
 

"Cease fire?" he asked his sire softly, still tasting him in his mouth.
 

"Cease fire" Angelus agreed, laying beside Willow.
 

Willow smiled at them both. "This is right. I feel at peace."
 

"I do too pet" Spike said honestly. Since that first night, there had
been an uneasiness in him. When they were all together, it fled.
 

"What is going on?" Angelus remarked, also feeling the peaceful emotion
spread through him.
 

"Who cares?" Willow asked. "I'm enjoying it."
 

He kissed her. "Me too."

HARD TO RESIST (15/?)
 

"What is it Buffy?" Giles asked as his slayer looked around.
 

"Vampires" she remarked.
 

"It is daylight, you silly bitch" Cordelia pointed out.
 

Buffy glared at her as Willow came in and sat down. "Why are you here
Cor? Get kicked out of the popular group?"
 

"You wish slayer. I decided that Xander needed me. Besides, I'd rather
know what evil is coming to town than wait and be surprised."
 

"Did I miss something?" Willow asked Giles softly.
 

"Not a thing" he remarked dryly.
 

"Wills. Where were you last night? I called." Xander said.
 

"What?" Willow looked at him. "Oh, I turned the ringer off. Needed some
sleep. See? I'm tired."
 

"Oh....anyway, Bronze tonight?" Buffy asked.
 

"I don't think so. I could use some rest."
 

"Well, I could stay over. We could have a slumber party."
 

"Bronze is good." Willow said quickly. She groaned mentally. It had been
three weeks since Amy's spell. Being separated from her lovers was
beginning to get more difficult. The longer she was away from them, the
weaker she started to feel. She knew they were having similar problems.
It wasn't weakness, per see. It was a mental weakness more than
physical. She didn't understand it.
 

"Is everything ok Willow? You look upset." Giles asked.
 

"Things are fine. Just studying a lot."
 

"You know if you need to talk..."
 

Willow smiled. "I'm fine. Patrol before Bronzing?" she asked Buffy.
 

"Research first" Giles said. "The demon is going to be here anytime and
we have no idea how to defeat it."
 

Willow sighed. She had to call Angelus and let him know she wouldn't be
over for awhile. She excused herself to go to the bathroom, sneaking
over to the pay phones. He wasn't very happy, but had made her promise
to stay all night at the mansion. She told him goodbye, her heart
beating rapidly at his just hearing his voice.
 

She headed back to the library, not seeing the demon hiding behind the
couch in the student lounge. He stood and smiled. The slayer was here.
He could sense several others too. He got a strange feeling but shook it
off. He had several that he could feed on before sacrificing the slayer.
It was going to be a fun night. He smiled as he headed in the direction
the girl had taken.
 

HARD TO RESIST (16/?)
 

"Willow isn't coming."
 

"Bloody hell. We should go over there and show her who she belongs too."
 

Angelus smiled. "Think it's time to meet the family?"
 

Spike smiled as he stood. "Yes Dad. Time we made our intentions known."
 

Angelus smiled. "It's almost dusk. If we take the sewers, we can be
there as the sun sets."
 

"Let's go. Man, I can't wait to see the slayer's face."
 

"And Willow's" Angelus added, laughing.
 

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"What was that?"
 

"What is it with you today Buffy?" Cordelia asked. "Hearing things.
Sensing things. Geez."
 

"Uh, Cordelia. Sit down."
 

"What? I don't think so loser. Just because I'm dating Xander doesn't
mean I take orders from you."
 

Willow rolled her eyes. "Fine. I'll let that four foot demon have you
for a snack. Hell, he'll probably spit you out."
 

Cordelia turned and shrieked. She ran back to the table and hid behind
Xander.
 

The demon frowned. "You ruined my dinner. Oh well, there is plenty more
where she came from"
 

"Buffy, now would be a good time to fight" Willow said softly.
 

"Right" Buffy said, staring at the slimy man standing in front of them.
"I really don't want to get dirty."
 

"Buffy, attack" Giles said, hitting the table.
 

Buffy stood and sighed. "Come on orange guy. Let's dance."
 

Willow leaned over and looked at Xander. "You know what he reminds me
of?"
 

"What?"
 

She chuckled softly. "Oompa loompa oompaty oom."
 

"I've got another puzzle for you" Xander finished. "Willy Wonka and the
Chocolate factory. Classic flick."
 

"Would you guys try helping!" Buffy whined. For a small guy, the demon
was very powerful.
 

Willow sighed and stood. She started forward. Suddenly, the demon turned
and stared at Willow.
 

He sniffed the air, his eyes growing wide. He began to back away from
Willow. "Aw...shit."

HARD TO RESIST (17/?)
 

"Huh?" Willow said, knowing she sounded rather intelligent.
 

The demon fell to its knees. "Don't kill me. Don't let them kill me. I
never meant to harm you."
 

"What the fuck is he talking about?" Buffy asked, looking at Willow.
 

Willow looked at her and shrugged. "Don't ask me."
 

"Just my damn luck. Finally find a slayer. Think it is the perfect time
to perform the ritual. But no, I have to get mixed up with this. I've
survived two hundred years. Damn it."
 

"Willow, do you know this guy?" Amy asked.
 

"Do I look like I know him?" She said, glaring at the witch.
 

"I smell them on you Red. Please tell them I never threatened you. I'll
leave Sunnydale. Now. This minute. Don't let them kill me."
 

Willow felt her face pale. She suddenly knew he was talking about. "We
have to kill you. You'll come back."
 

"No. No. No. I promise. Please. I can not die at the hands of those
dirty beasts. I never meant to kill you. I was just joking about the
dinner comment. Honest."
 

"Kill you!" The voice roared from behind the stacks. Angelus came out,
his eyes yellow and staring hard at the demon.
 

Spike followed, walking slowly. "Bloody hell, Red. Who the fuck let the
oompa loompa out of that damn movie?"
 

"I'm dead" The demon said, seeing the two master vampires.
 

Willow heard Spike's comment and started to giggle at the whole
situation. Suddenly, she laughed out loud until tears fell down her
cheeks.
 

Angelus and Spike looked at her curiously, Angelus grabbing the demon
before he could leave.

HARD TO RESIST (18/?)
 

"Angelus, put him down" Willow said, trying to wipe her face.
 

Angelus let the demon go. The demon looked around, trying to see a means
of escape.
 

"What the fuck is going on?" A quiet voice demanded.
 

Willow turned to Giles shocked at his words. "You said the F word."
 

"I bloody know what I said."
 

"Oh" Willow said, backing up slightly. She saw the surprise and anger on
several faces. This was not good. She so didn't want them to find out
this way.
 

The demon saw the girl coming towards him. He took his chance, reaching
for a sword. He swung it around, piercing her through the heart.
 

Willow felt something tickle her and heard gasps. She swung around and
saw Angelus twist the demon's neck, breaking it. She saw him and Spike
look at her.
 

"What?" She said. She followed their eyes. "Oh my god."
 

A sword was sticking out of her front, blood on it.
 

"Angelus...take it out!" She screamed.
 

He turned her around to face the table and withdrew the sword. She
looked down at the blood covering her shirt. She ran her finger into the
whole that had pierced her skin. Before her eyes, it slowly sealed
itself. She leaned back, Angelus capturing her in his arms.

HARD TO RESIST (19/20)
 

"The spell!" Amy said loudly, looking at Buffy. "The spell...Remember?"
 

Buffy's mouth opened. "Oh my god. Willow, you fucked Angelus!"
 

Willow felt her face turning red. "Well, um...it sort of happened." She
saw them glare at her. "Hey, he wasn't affected! Amy told me that he was
my soulmate."
 

"Angelus is the one?" Amy said softly. She saw the dark haired vampire
put his arm around Willow's waist, his chin on her shoulder. His eyes
held concern and love as they looked at Willow. "He's the one."
 

"No" Buffy said, shaking her head. "Do you know what that means?"
 

Spike came up on the other side of Willow. He sat on the edge of the
table, his hands taking hers. He rubbed her palms, sensing her fear. "It
will be fine pet. The little witch said it was something about the
spell." He kissed her palm.
 

"Wait a minute. Willow had sex with Angelus? Evil man, sexy as sin, but
wants us all dead?"
 

"Cordelia, please be quiet" Giles said softly. "What about the spell
Amy?"
 

"Well, Buffy and I found out later that there was a small wording
error."
 

"Amy...." Willow said, felling Spike's hand squeeze hers.
 

"It said that if you found the true love and had an orgasm before the
spell was complete, that you and he would become instantly immortal,
together forever and all that stuff." she said hurriedly. "Did you and
Angelus...."
 

Willow blushed. Angelus froze. "You mean, I'm immortal?" he said slowly,
running his hands over her arm.
 

"Good god. We're all dead" Xander said, shaking his head.
 

Angelus frowned. "That's why I can't kill" he said softly.
 

"What?" Buffy demanded.
 

He shrugged. "Since that night with Willow, I haven't had the urge to
kill. Not even you slayer."
 

"Me either" Spike said softly.
 

Amy gasped. "Willow! You and Spike too?"
 

Willow felt her face flaming. "He wasn't affected either....What? I
didn't know what was going on....Not then."
 

"You're telling me that Willow had sex with Angelus and Spike and now
all three of them are immortal?" Xander asked slowly.
 

Amy nodded. "It appears that she had two true loves, for some odd
reason."
 

Xander fainted, sliding to the floor. Cordelia frowned. "Damn lucky
bitch. Get both of the hunks. Good thing you can't die. They'll wear you
out soon enough."
 

"Thanks Cordelia. Nice to know you care" Willow said. "I know this is a
lot for you all to deal with. I'm moving into the mansion. Things will
be easier that way. I'm leaving now. I'll see all Monday."
 

Angelus and Spike followed her out the door.
 

"Amy, promise me that you will never cast another spell again" Giles
demanded dangerously.
 

Amy frowned. "I'm sorry. It just went a bit weird."
 

"A bit weird? My best friend is living with two vampires! She did look
happy though..."
 

"See? It isn't all bad. Plus, neither of them want to kill anymore. I
helped."
 

"Don't push your luck" Giles said, going into his office and slamming
the door.
 

HARD TO RESIST (20/20)
 

Willow felt Angelus slide out her. She sat up, riding Spike's cock. His
hands kneaded her breasts. She felt Angelus kneel behind her. His finger
darting across her nub. She tightened her hold on Spike as she came.
Soon after, he spilled his seed his deep inside of her, his teeth biting
her arm.
 

Angelus helped her off of Spike and laid her down on the bed. "Tired
pet?"
 

"Angelus, quit imitating Spike."
 

"Yes dear" he said grinning.
 

Willow had been with them for two months. Everyone had eventually come
around, especially after seeing how well the two vampires treated her.
She still went to school, her lovers meeting her for lunch everyday.
They loved to sit outside the school in the sunlight and wait for her.
She was very thankful that Amy had messed the spell up.
 

"I think we should get Amy a present" Willow said smiling.
 

"We do owe the little witch." Spike said.
 

"What were you thinking?" Angelus asked.
 

"I don't know. I might try to find a spell for her" Willow smiled slyly.
 

"Uh oh...Poor girl."
 

"Hey, don't knock it. I was thinking a nice old lust spell. She deserves
to get lucky."
 

"Like you luv?"
 

Willow smiled at them both. "Yes, like me."
 

"We'll help Red. Just, let's wait until morning. Ok?"
 

"Yes dear" Willow said smiling at Angelus as she laid down.
 

*****************THE END******************